when you've lost all hope

friday was a rough day. one of my teachers got mad at me. i messed up on my pre-cal test and knew exactly what i did wrong. but realized it right after i turned my test in. and then the scout came. i've always known that i'm very hard on myself and if i dont perform to my potential i get really upset with myself and get down on myself more than i should. and thats exactly what happened on friday. i didnt perform to my potential when the scout was watching my friend and i. my friend didnt either. we both felt as if we failed misserably and compleatly ruined our chances at anything. well i knew that i wouldnt get anything out of friday b/c i'm still a junior but i still wanted to atleast make and impression. but that didnt happen (in my opinion). that night the woman called my friend b/c thats the only way shes allowed to communicate with her. my friend told me that she was just ready for criticism and being told your not what i'm looking for b/c of how our performance was on friday. but we were wrong. when the woman called her all she could do was praise her and not understand how she wasnt already taken. and that she wanted to offer a position on their team. when she told me this i broke down into tears. i never in a million years would have thought of that happening. and its a total blessing b/c the only way my friend can attened college is if she goes on a scholarship. and now she can. it was truly mind boggeling when i got the phone call from my friend when she told me the news. we had lost all and complete total hope. but yet in the end God worked just one more miracle.